Friday, October 16, 2009

What it feels like

Well my excuses for not writing the last 2 days is puppies, puppies, puppies. Those cute little buggers have been a handful. God I am asking and pleading for you to heal Clara. I can’t face her not being healed and so I am asking and begging for her to be OK.

There are a lot of things I want but yet I want very little. I would like to sit on the back row. I don’t care that much about anything anymore. I just want everything in my life to be OK and I don’t want to struggle or fight for anything. I don’t understand how this all has played out and I have been brought to this place. It's not a fun place to be.

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